RTCO

2010-09-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

I just wanna be happy.

That's all.

2010-08-26T02:43:00.005+08:00

THE BOYS SOCCER FINAL MATCHES.(YOG)

1st: BOLIVIA

2nd: HAITI

3rd: SINGAPORE!

Although singapore are in thrid place,SINGAPORE STILL ROARS!!

Gonna upload all Y.O.G moment pictures at FB.Do visit my FB to see some pictures.Soon enough.

2010-08-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

Was break fasting alone at the canteen and saw eyecandy.

But guess what more exciting??Didn't expect that she sit beside me and break fasting together.lol

Okay i'm being over.Cause the canteen was actually fulled. so, beside me ,the sit wasn't occupied that was why eyecandy sits there.But seriously,I felt akward !

I start the convo by saying " can you look after my stuff?" (in malay.cause i wanted to throw my plate).Then after throwing I took off my stuff ,thank her and walk off. Isn't that dumb?! ahhaha..I should have sit there and try to talk to her and make friend..hahaha..maybe I'm too stupid.

After the final match,on the way to the exit,we saw her again and fauzee push me towards eyecandy and ask to take photo with me.She's kinda shy and reject the offer.but to put off her shyness a little bit,I asked andy to join the photo taking..and she's okay with it. WOW ! thanks to fauzee get to take photo with her.not litterally but atleast get to .^^D

That's all for today Y.O.G event.lol

and yeah CHILE get the GOLD medal for youth olympic girls soccer match.

Follow up by equatorial geunie and lastly TURKEY.

The picture of the medalist and 3 jc student who support TURKEY.LOL

(sorry for the poor quality.)

2010-08-20T10:56:00.003+08:00

I can't feel it anymore

it's a bad sign.

Seriously.

2010-08-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

Stop.

Not ready.

sorry.

2010-07-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

come take my eye balls and eat them .

These days are too sinfull to be watch/see.

Come take my heart and burned it.

These days are too danger to be kind.

Let my soul go and let my body live.

2010-07-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

Tumpuh dalam pelajaran.

2010-07-14T16:14:00.000+08:00

If I tell you , I know it won't work .

So I will be secretive till you found someone.

And it keeps on continue-ing knowing I won't have any generations.

2010-07-12T16:30:00.004+08:00

I wanna try dressing up ike this !

COOL !

2010-07-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

(Y) !

2010-06-30T18:46:00.002+08:00

Everytime when I want to get close to someone,

end up that someone will slowly back off.

damn.

2010-06-24T02:06:00.001+08:00

Aku da naik malas nak pikat hati orang.

ape nak jadi , jadi lah.

2010-06-23T05:26:00.002+08:00

I just feel different and it wasn't what I used to be.

Missed.

Maybe my luck has expired a long time ago.

2010-06-21T19:57:00.001+08:00

Opps !

Sorry to bother but I'm starting to like you .

2010-06-20T15:59:00.003+08:00

What will happen if one day I'll mute myself?

will anyone even care?

2010-06-18T03:03:00.004+08:00

NIGHT OF WIDE

Dread my fringe..cool kn?lol

Ilike this ! thanks shikin ! lol

Where's your eyes?lol
cute !

2010-06-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Sweetest dream ever .

2010-06-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Even when your hope is gone move along ,

move along just to make it through.

2010-06-15T23:46:00.004+08:00

YEAY I made it to watch The karate kid with llama.You know,I really dieing to watch the movie and I don't know why and I'm damn happy get to watch it.Thanks llama to go out with me and catch the movie together.^^

We arrived Vivo and bought the tickets.Taught of buying the 4.45pm but was fulled same goes for 5.45pm.So we decided to catch the 7.15 pm one.After that went to search for CHIOW KUEH TEOW,llama's fav?hahahha.The serving was little.Unsatisfying.Was nice tough.=)
We killed our time by sitting at vivo's outdoor.

THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
and it tooks 3hours to finished it.
but nehmind,
cause,THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
LOL.

Perangai orang gemok tengok movie makan chocolate.
lol

"Aunty,two Cockles Fried Kueh Teow,one without the cockles."
might as well order Fried kueh teow je kn?
hahahhah.
never fails to make me smile.
ahhahakx

And yarrr actually I was wanting the ice cream sia....but well need to save money.
FOR THE FUTRE.
^^P

2010-06-15T01:58:00.002+08:00

Soft hearted

That is me.

Later on work at 5 a.m.Then afternoon going out with llama girl again !This time round watch movieeee.weeeeee ~
Harap-harap I have energy to go uh.

2010-06-14T03:57:00.002+08:00

When I read my life history,

I laugh to myself.

How stupid can I be?

BE A MAN LUH HAILY

2010-06-13T07:39:00.002+08:00

I just wana have an appearance like him !

*dreaming*

It has been 5 months plus didn't do any art and turns out,
FAILED!
=(

2010-06-10T03:36:00.001+08:00

Dreaming is the only thing that makes me happy and positive.

Negative comes when I realised reality.

2010-06-10T02:51:00.003+08:00

One or two ?
Two is better cause one won't feel leftout .
There's always another to share with .
Understand each other way of life,exprience .

Can't deny,two is always better than one .

Why ouh Why?
Why must I feel this way ?
too emotional.

But I can't lie to myself.
I'm weak and I know I need it.
I'm prepared.

How can I handle these feelings and thinkings?

That person is just different.
Different I say.
Should I?

2010-06-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

ANYTHING DAY.

Had a great time with the llama girl !And yeah sorry if the outing kinda sucks.

Yeah,we meet at bugis,had her late lunch . Then we walk to cityhall . I bought some badges and she get her CD at HMV . After that we walked to cathay and she had her late dessert at BENN and Jerry's . The place quite relaxing seyy . Lastly we walked back to bugis and chill at lasalle !
Thanks alot llama girl !
^^

GOOD DAY .

2010-06-08T01:42:00.001+08:00

Hope tomorrow will have a great day !
and hoping shikinn will make it !

2010-06-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

Supper time !

Bareng time !
perangai pemalas.

lepas makan bareng.LOL

MISTAKE

2010-06-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

Stop,take a look around.
Who create your life story?
OWNSELF.

2010-06-03T14:48:00.001+08:00

Be the one who make the public inspire the most.

2010-06-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

You make my world peace and
harmony.Do you?

2010-06-01T00:31:00.003+08:00

Getting ready to watch a horror movie.She cuddle everything that she could grab around her.

Beware, Ganas is her middle name.LOL

Macam-macam karena kawan ku ni.But fun when webby with her.=)

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2010-05-31T02:07:00.003+08:00

Surrounding change.
So must I.
but to what?

2010-05-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

MAMA MIAA
The BOMB!

2010-05-25T02:11:00.003+08:00

Isn't she cute !! Seeing her face make me smile . Eventhough through webby !

^^
Maintain the cuteness friend !

2010-05-24T00:58:00.001+08:00

I missed to have a lovely gf
who I can love and pamper.

2010-05-22T18:24:00.001+08:00

Without realising,
the world move on so fast.
I were left behind and still struggling to catch up.
What's wrong?

Am I too scared?

2010-05-22T18:17:00.003+08:00

It's hard to live in other world.

2010-05-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

2010-05-15T18:20:00.001+08:00

2010-05-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

2010-05-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

DREAM

2010-05-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

Ain't normal.
Sweetest Syndrome Dream

2010-05-05T05:06:00.002+08:00

INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!
INSOMNIA!

2010-05-05T05:00:00.002+08:00

Semua kerna cinta ku menangis
semua kerna cinta ku ketawa
Semua kerna cinta yang kao tinggalkan hanyalah luka dan semua menghilang
- GARASI

2010-05-03T17:53:00.000+08:00

Don't let Emotional destroy your present life.
BE BRUTAL!

2010-05-02T19:43:00.001+08:00

Let's dream and have a happy life.
But don't ever try to wake up ,
cause I'm not qualified and afraid to face the reality .

be it.

2010-05-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

Do Aliens thinks negatively about their life?
If so,capture me, humans!

Just get cured from high fever.This whole week was a sick week for me.On mc for two days.
Well missing that someone although I'm sick.
hmmm...I've been thinking what have I done to my life the whole time?
I don't think I wanna know the answer.What I wanna do is to throw away all the past and be ready for present and future.

Let the lastkind be lastkind!

2010-04-29T00:28:00.003+08:00

How we wish our life gonna be beautiful.

When I was a KID my life is beautiful and joyful,
then came TEENAGER which invite disaster.
And now as a young ADULT I need to clear the mess up.

based on true story.
;D

2010-04-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

Isn't it obvioius I heart you?
You still can't get the picture isit?
Lets rely on fate then.

But don't blame me if I fade away.
Cause maybe both of us are EGO.
or maybe I were just dreaming all this while.

2010-04-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy ONE YEAR single annivesaryy!!!

2010-04-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

Done collecting students ez-link.

Now left SENIOR ez-link.
LOL

2010-04-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

Don't leave me all alone
Just drop me off at home
I'll be fine, it's not the first
Just like last time, but a little worse

2010-04-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

Class started at 8 and I reached just in time.wohhoooo ! -.-
We did our first practical using digital multimeter.I found it cool sia.Like ghost detector !!!
hohohoh.After that had our tea breakk for about 30 minutes.Actually the tea break not needed sia.hahahahaha.Well,what's given just take.LOL

After our tea break we finished our job sheet and hand in to the lect.Then comes our lunch.wth??so fast???Freedom sia..
Same procedures as LASALLE !! TOO MUCH FREEDOM !!
wahahahahahah.but No worries I'm changing myself to a better student.Won't repeat what I did to lasalle.;D

ouh yeah..continue...after lunch had our fxcking theory.Tell you something...the lect teached me without realising I fell asleep !!!Like WOAH!!!!! Is the way of the teaching or is it her that BORED me??hahahaha..ouh well...I get to catch up what she taught after I woke up.LOL.
we stop our class at 2.30 which supposely ended at 3 just because of the stupid game we need to play with the BREECH LEADERS.sumpah ni tak perlu seyy!hahahahha
Den ended our school hours at 4 !!wohoooo.
That's all what happens at school..
.
...
.
........

see ya !

2010-04-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

Today was bloody bored.One whole day at hommieee.
Surfing net like there's no tomorrow.
Too bored man.And yeah when im too bored I will have negative thoughts and I hate it.
shithead toll.

2010-04-18T21:39:00.001+08:00

The feeling that I dislike most ,
feeling it now .

Why I kept telling myself not to fall in love?

2010-04-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

Fxck I'm worried bout someone and end up depressed.
Damn !
Here comes heavy headache!

X_X

2010-04-17T09:29:00.002+08:00

"I miss feeling LOVE to someone.
Too bad I still need to continue missing it.
Thanks to YOU."

Yeah.I'm back to school.New stuffs,new friends,new enviroment and new studies.
Well,I promise myself to go to school to study and get a cert before I serve my NS.
So, friends out there please en courage me to go to school aites?
=)

Get well soon ari.

2010-04-12T01:54:00.002+08:00

I miss SUNDAY!
I slept the whole fucking day !
damn~

2010-04-10T04:14:00.003+08:00

Tell me the truth, her hair look awesome right??!!
White dread locks rock my hair !!!
I want it ! I want it !

How I wish that will be me playing my guitar and having tour.DAMN.

Worry bout yourself first ,
before worrying bout others.

2010-04-09T03:00:00.004+08:00

Slack with ady and deera for awhile just now.

Find someone who can guide you
and guide them at the same time.
That's what true partner is.

I believe in you~

2010-04-08T02:36:00.000+08:00

CAN I HAVE ALL OF THIS??
PLEASEEEEEEEEE
=D

2010-04-03T07:08:00.003+08:00

Face the fact,
There's no such thing as Happy Ending
for us,humans.

2010-03-29T18:39:00.000+08:00

Am I ready for it?
Think wisely !

2010-03-28T06:10:00.004+08:00

Catch a midnight movie at E-hub with Fai,Ishaq,Alexis,najib and his girl.
Whip It is the tittle and watch the 1.50 a.m(sun morning which is just now) movie.
Kinda fun to watch.
Ellen page kinda cute but
Drew barrymore is HOT as EVER ! woooohoooo !!

2010-03-27T07:08:00.008+08:00

a potrait of qia!

Thanks Strawberry for the home made and the tweety balloon present!
*huggies*

00:00 hours was superb,
in the afternoon was bored to death
but at night hyper active.
that's what I feel on 26 MARCH 2010.=D

Thanks again to all who wishes me.
love you all.
annd jullee sorry again.

Just don't believe,
Do it.

2010-03-26T18:26:00.003+08:00

Am I in love?

Afternoon of myy 20th birthday;
I sleep the whole afternoon.Bored to death.
I'm not looking foward for my birthday anymore.
Making boring setiap tahun.

2010-03-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

LOVE is a strong word.
Don't use it freely.

Woah.I'm turning 20 today.Get alot of birthday wish messages/calls from friends.
They are ,
Wirda(p),Ima,Is(p),Julee,Ady,Nisha,Izyan,Alep,Nina,alexis(p),Ishaq(p) and lastly Ayu.[Those name follow by placing.hohohho.(p) stands for *phone call wishes*].
Thanks alot guys.Will update this post again later on.
*to be continue

2010-03-25T00:55:00.003+08:00

I'm trying but couldn't.
Maybe it needs you to play a part.

Happy birthday to juliyana !!!
Wish you panjang umor aites.
=D

2010-03-23T16:57:00.002+08:00

My life is a mess.
Anyone wanna tidy up my life?

I had a crush on you but too bad I force myself not to fall inlove.

2010-03-21T07:54:00.000+08:00

Loving and smoking are just the same.
They are ADDICTIVE.

2010-03-21T05:41:00.003+08:00

"The reason why I tell myself not to love is bacause it won't be mine forever."

A drawing from ari at my drawing kit.

5 more days,
goodbye to teens life,
welcome to ty's life.

2010-03-17T03:29:00.002+08:00

I'm wondering what will my future be if I keep trying?
I'm trying my best not to give up.

2010-03-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

Fark ! I wanna have this hair style !

2010-03-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

It's not always about how much you love,
It's also about how much you care.
Balance it.

2010-03-13T20:02:00.002+08:00

Know your limit of living and happines.
Hold your promises tightly.
Sometimes to make one happy is by letting them go.

2010-03-12T16:02:00.003+08:00

we steal the moon and the stars to brighten up OUR world.

Get ready,
Get set,

Get FREE !

2010-03-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

"We are like the stars which brighten up the night."

I believe one day,
I believe it will coome,
to brighten up my life
and filled with lovely moment.

waiting...

2010-03-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

Search for someone who can guide and lead you through your life.
Let's start the search !

Going zoo with them was fun.Enjoy every place we walk.Although it was damn hot yesterday,we really entertain ourself.Yeay! Can't wait for the next outing.

2010-03-06T14:19:00.002+08:00

"I wish you were here holding my hands and spent our time together as long as we can"

That's what you get when you let your heart wins.

2010-03-03T12:57:00.003+08:00

I've try my best to be the one,
but too bad it's been fading away slowly.
It's either you save or ignore me.

Had a great talk with julee last night.It has been so long we didn't had a chat.
Stay strong gerl.=D.

2010-03-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

INSOMNIA
day and night.

I wonder why it keep pestering in my mind?

2010-03-01T09:30:00.002+08:00

Lets start a new.
But still LastKind that is.

2010-03-01T09:15:00.001+08:00

Maybe she's an imposter afterall.

Where's my real cindarella?

2010-02-25T10:28:00.001+08:00

1st time ever ,
minor accident
with bike.

2010-02-22T10:12:00.003+08:00

Lets make our life as wild as rollercoster.
But make it as lovely as fairytale.
Make it come true.

2010-02-19T07:41:00.002+08:00

Just let it be.

It does comes around..

but sometimes it's not our luck.

2010-02-17T06:41:00.002+08:00

If one isn't having relationship with another anymore but whenever they meet up they treat each other like before,

What does that means?

Explain to me please.

Finding the answer deeper will keep poping up more questions.

2010-02-16T05:54:00.002+08:00

We all are love and love is hard
It breaks my heart
- angels and airwaves

Random post:

Everytime I think bout love[cinta], I asked myself,what's that?Is it needed??sheeesh,from what I know I'll end up having a broken heart.The problem with me I like to give in so much to the one I admire or in love.And I always give other people chances.
Meaning,
Lets say I have feelings for G and get to know B too wanna tackle G,I will back off and let B go ahead.I don't know why I'm like that.Although I know I'll get a broken heart,I still can't change the way I am.
This is one of the reason that lead me to depression and Insomnia.Cause I'll think too much bout it before I went to sleep.
I'm too weak.

I regret how I treat my love in the past(secondary life).
If I knew earlier.....

2010-02-14T18:38:00.003+08:00

Tom Delonge is one GOOD MUSICIAN!!!

go to my facebook to get the link that can download their album for free!! Actually this album they do give it away free.

2010-02-14T18:18:00.000+08:00

Went PRAWNING in the early morning of V.day/Chinese new year/Rabiul awal && alep’s birthday.I,myself caught 6!!happy siul.XD

History repeats itself, seriously.

2009-10-21T06:31:00.001+08:00

Hey there world.I’m here to update about myself currently.Well it’s 6 fucking a.m in the morning and I have not sleep yet.Damn.Gonna have my class later on.

okay let get back ,

My life?well been ‘only myself knows’ great.Still having my ouh-love-messy bedroom.Some debt haven pay yet.Crazy and Lost still.Insomnia,Ouh Hell yeah!

School?I start to communicate with them a lil better.But still lost with what am doing in lasalle.I can’t cope yet still struggling to pretend I can.Stupid ey?Yeah I know.People thinks whoever study in that fucking college are really cool BUT do they know how struggling it may be?Fuck!students who study there aren’t cool you know.They are called retard!You know why?whoever graduate from there, might gone crazy in a few years later.They are retards who manage to fight against their struggle-ness-self.To be honest,I can’t.I can’t fight it and I can’t win.So to whoever(art lover) have not pass through O’s yet,do study your english well.And yeah,don’t be a fucking slacker like me.I’m a loser.I do love art alot but due to self attitude,ALL GONE.My future,My career,I repeat all gone!

Love life?Ouh fuck it.To be honest,I give up…but still there’s someone in mind.Well,it may not come to love yet but I’m trying to make it happen.Yeah she’s quite sweet and I still wanna know more about her.I don’t want to end up like my last love who I give it all to her and “poof” I was dumped.I try to get her back but I believe she just not ready yet to have a serious relationship with someone.I always get dumped by the one I really love.I mean REALLY.That’s why now i’m phobia to fall in love again.I experienced it three times straight.DEEJAAVUU.Get it?

Hmm..this is life..There’s up and down..There’s wrong and right…All we need to do is to balance them.

EAT THAT PIECE OF JUNK ,blerrggh!

www.rockthecellsout.tumblr.com

2009-09-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

As years past,None of them last.
Without realising the good one were rejected.
Thanks for the thoughts I had.
That end up make me mad.

Now,all I want is to forget all my past.
and turn them into little dust.
Ouh tell me why,
Why must I be like this?

I felt that I’ve reach the limit of living.

2009-08-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Blogger is not okay yet.so I 've a new blog .
rockthecellsout.tumblr.com
do link me.thi old blog is out for now.
thank you.

2009-07-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

Fiqy was bored so I told her to play this phrase game and guess what we make a short story.
the story goes like this:

One day I was walking down the road back home from school,with the auntie who love to cook maggi.
The aroma from the bowl of maggie she was holding smell like my cat's food.
However that all does not matters to me because my pants are torn due to the fight I had at school just before the last bell rung signalling the end of the day.
Suddenly my phone rang continuesly.Without hesitation, I brandished it out and answered it.What a shocked, my scandal called me with a scream that was ear-piercing.She said that she was attacked by a group of notorious students from my school who bahaved like a bunch of parrots at the zoo.I stood rooted to the ground, trying hard to think of what to do,it's either to put down the phone or ignore my scandal.I was in a dilemma. The delicious aroma from the maggie added to my messy thoughts,at last I decided to walk bare footed and hug the auntie cause I'm so blanked and don't know what to do.The moral of the story is think of yourself 1st rather than others, ure hunggry so eat 1st ah then can save ppl,before the auntie throw the maggi away.

THE END.
done by:FIQY and HAILY.
hahahhaha

2009-07-28T13:58:00.001+08:00

Get ready with gibson,
set to treble,
on the amp
and start playing.
Get high with music.

Keep the music spirit alive !

2009-07-27T03:40:00.004+08:00

selagi ku pikir kan nya,
selagi ku merasa geram,
slagi itu lah ku merinduinya.

aku harus menabahkan hati ku
untuk menamatkan kepahitan memori ini.

2009-07-25T17:10:00.003+08:00

Great outing with them.

This place is at lorong halwa.

OLD CHINESE cementry

Alip ,steph ,sham and me.

okay I look like a rascal.hate it !

Hmm.just a little update myself aites?

okay. I will start schooling back on the 3rd august.

that's all.

hahahaha.

This picture was taken when I 'm waiting for my Olvl result(2007).

2009-07-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

Macam sial ah blogger.
asl aku takley post gamba nie???!!!!

2009-07-19T14:15:00.002+08:00

Nitra titans

ROMP!09

18/7/09

We applied for under 21 street soccer match.

and yesterday was the competition.Well we played like hell.All because of the UNPROFESSIONAL refree.From what we can see,the refree was totally dumb and racist.

Really,we played well but what can we do if the refree was stupid bout soccer.

After the game,we went to have our late lunch and went home.

Den I received a call around evening.It was from "her".Well I was shocked for awhile.She ask whether I could meet her.So we did meet up around 8+++++.After that ,I went to KM and talk to alip,mai and steph.long tyme never meet them.

At 12 midnight went to 256 and getting ready to have our paranormal night.we went to old chinese cementry and lots more.quite tiringfor me cause I ddn't get to sleep.hahhha

went home in the morning just now.

that's all follks for today.

If you want my trust back then gain it.

2009-07-18T19:18:00.003+08:00

My right leg muscle is hurting badly.

Can't walk properly.

Yes ?you wanna meet me?

I can meet you in my condition like this.

but don't ever think of hurting me again in any way.

I respect you,you also must respect me.

Thank you.