Isn't she cute and sweet?hmm.ouh well.Too bad that she ask for a break up.
I did my best to love her as much as I love my beloved late grandma tough.
Now I realise that although one bit of mistake it takes all my life to loose someone I love.
As I type, the pain of heart broken is still there.I can't bear it.
I need something or someone to calm me down and motivate me.
haiz.
Since 261008 I'm with her till now
that is today where she really wants our
relationship to end.
[she sms "friend,not more"00:22]
I thought that we will be together forever
but I just realise I love to dream.
People keep saying that ,there are someone better
for you out there.
But we must realise that it's just to calm you down.
Well maybe it's true maybe it's not.
I wonder why must the one I love
always leave me at the end.
God must hate me eyy??
nah.But why must god give me this kind of life?
ama,all I can say is that,since the day
we were both steady till now,
I keep loving you as much as I can.
Sorry if I hurt your feelings before.
Thank you for coming to my life for 3months plus,
I'm hoping that we be forever but I'm wrong.
However I really appreciate your love and caring.
You're a good lover.
Well, I tell you readers something about myself.
Whenever I love that someone so much and wanna
have relationship with them for the rest of my life,
they kept ending as friends.
They leave me and become friends.
what am I??
A good friend and not a good lover?
ouh haili,haili.
Maybe I'm born to live alone.
okay then,I kept that in mind.
I'm stress up with school
&
Life.
Anyone who can motivate me?
Feel free to drop me a msg through friendster.
thank you.
=')
