I'm damn bored guys.
argghh.
What should I do to calm myself when I'm down?
What should I do to make myself strong to do prayers back?
What should I do to brighten up my life?
Why must I be sensitive?
What's the use of a guy like me to be in this earth?
Oppsie,I'm emotional now.
hahahah.yeah,sorry for being one at this moment.
It's been quite some time I'm not emo.
so this post gonna be one.
I don't know why I feel like crying .
Firstly, I'm not afraid to confront to you guys that I'm sensitive cause I am one.
But life's totally hard when you are one.
Like what I'm dealing now.
You'll feel upset when you think back about your past and scared it
will haunt you again.
It's hard not to think bout the past cause it's a memory and it won't come out from your thoughts easily.unless you were brainwash by something/someone.
Apart from that,
I'm worried bout studies.
I've been slacking for too long and now I'm lost.I taught I would achieve my dreams,
but to think back again with my attitude like this,I think that my dream will be wash away by bad attitude.hais.
Muhammad Zuhaili is so damn stupid and weak.
=]
so guys if you are sensitive,just remember don't let "IT" control you if not
you all gonna be like me.=)
And one more thing,sometimes I felt guilty for myself.
