okay let get back ,
My life?well been ‘only myself knows’ great.Still having my ouh-love-messy bedroom.Some debt haven pay yet.Crazy and Lost still.Insomnia,Ouh Hell yeah!
School?I start to communicate with them a lil better.But still lost with what am doing in lasalle.I can’t cope yet still struggling to pretend I can.Stupid ey?Yeah I know.People thinks whoever study in that fucking college are really cool BUT do they know how struggling it may be?Fuck!students who study there aren’t cool you know.They are called retard!You know why?whoever graduate from there, might gone crazy in a few years later.They are retards who manage to fight against their struggle-ness-self.To be honest,I can’t.I can’t fight it and I can’t win.So to whoever(art lover) have not pass through O’s yet,do study your english well.And yeah,don’t be a fucking slacker like me.I’m a loser.I do love art alot but due to self attitude,ALL GONE.My future,My career,I repeat all gone!
Love life?Ouh fuck it.To be honest,I give up…but still there’s someone in mind.Well,it may not come to love yet but I’m trying to make it happen.Yeah she’s quite sweet and I still wanna know more about her.I don’t want to end up like my last love who I give it all to her and “poof” I was dumped.I try to get her back but I believe she just not ready yet to have a serious relationship with someone.I always get dumped by the one I really love.I mean REALLY.That’s why now i’m phobia to fall in love again.I experienced it three times straight.DEEJAAVUU.Get it?
Hmm..this is life..There’s up and down..There’s wrong and right…All we need to do is to balance them.
EAT THAT PIECE OF JUNK ,blerrggh!