Im fucking bored.So I decided to blog again.Woah..its already 5:25 a.m (My house clock.)Just finish watch that bloody wicked movie,another gay movie.It really disguised me of!hahaha!I regret watchingit!motherfucker gay ass!!!!!! Hmmm..I don't know why I can't sleep at night, lately.I think there's something wrong with my brain.hahaha.

Ouh yeah,I think my life suits with the song at my blog.X)

"And I'm sorry,But I've waited too long."..Yeah I've waited too long to get my butt out of this world.I wonder what's life after this life.I really can't wait.=)
I had enough with my life current.

You might be saying that I'm just being emotional and down or what so ever.It may be true but there's aditinal of it .That is,I'm tired of living.There's so much rules to make a good living you know and I just can't do it.It's not my style.

And one thing I don't really like is,having feelings other than happy (as in happy not gay.).Exspecially when I felt inlove and down.When I'm inlove,I started to be happy which I like,and slowly it turns me down when we are apart,not only girlfriend friend or friends,it includes my families too!for example my late granny .remember?Do you think cause it hurts my heart?Absolutely wrong.It hurts my brain!and when my brain hurts I can't study properly and atlast turn me into a lazy person plus slow in the brain.

Incase you didn't know,the pain you think you felt at your heart is actually not what it seem.It's the brain which in pain and it makes you think your heart instead.Do you get me?If no just ignore.I'm bored remember?so I post what's going on my mind right now.X)

Actually the song on my blog is nothing to do with my life.I just want to live this world because I'm afraid to loose my love ones.I just can't bare seeing them leaving me alone.So instead,let me leave them.I know I'm just being unfair to my love ones.But thats what my self believes.So be it.If you think I'm in wrong,too bad if you're one of them(evrybody whom I know,friends with/best friend/relationship/families)they are all my love ones!

So be prepared to loose me.=)

Before that,I think I'm gonna change myself into a religious one.So if you realised I'm different from current,then that's the time you dry your eyes and prepare to loose me.I know some of you may think that this is crap,that includes my relative or family too,but sorry to say this is true.

"so this is goodbye,No one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears"...XP

Okay then i'll stop here.I think I have enough relieving my emotional for today!=)
See you on the next post!
peace bebeh.