Life do sucks but there's always future.
kay guys,I'll explain to you guys what is happening to myself.
The problem is, I can't control myself.
In the past,whenever I am stress,I did something bad and it will cool me off.
Since the day I met ama, all the bad stuff was thrown away.Thanks to ama yaw.
I fall in love with her and that is the first time
I felt deeply in love.I mean real love.
Ouh well,sound so "errgghh,please",
but that is what I felt.seriously.haha
Well we did our love story since 261008.Yeah not that long.
Just few months ago.I know,but that's the first relationship
stayed for more than one month.=D
Guys,love does not always ends with A happy ending.
We're done a few weeks ago.Maybe she had enough of my behaviour.
well,I still in love with her,(if you guys read last few post,you'll know)
but something just don't let us be together.
Public says,
"If they love you,they'll come back to you"
so from today onwards,I'll try my best not to loose control.
All I can do is to treat her as a bestfriend.
If she'll come back,I'll be glad to.
If she didn't,ouh..this is life,ups and down.
And yeah,I'm planning to reatain for my foundation year this year.
It's either that or quit studies for a moment and serve NS.
Hmm.still thinking.
From now on,
I'll promise not much of emo moments.
=]
it's a promise guys.
