Hah! Sounds so low self-esteem ryte?yeah that's me.If you guys have read
all of my post for this blog, majority of it were..well you know...DOWN.
Even now I'm down.
Outside, people won't know that I'm a low self esteem unless they know
me for a long tyme.
I do love to cheer my friends, help them, council them and everything that makes
them to think positively of their life.
You see, I love to make people think positive but me myself think
negatively bout my own life.
I don't know whats wrong with me.
Haily haily.
You're FOCKING stubborn head.
Apart from thinking negatively bout myself, I do scared to love someone.
It's not that I don't want to love someone....obviously now I am loving alot of people,
it's just that...if i had a wish,I would wish that everyone on this earth to hate me.
I know I'm talking crap shit right now.
What I am trying to say is that,
I scared to love someone because one day they will leave me alone.
and they left me heartbroken and sad.
But now I'm loving my family, friends and that speacial someone(I really do,I mean it.SWEAR!),
so if anybody need to be dead, ouh GOD please take me first.
Fuck! I'm posting Emo thoughts again?!
shit!need to stop this.
hahaha!
Well guys,I'm tired of pretending to be strong and tough,
the truth is I'm SUPER STRONG!hah!
nah just joking.
I AM WEAK.
=]
ouh yeah before I end this post,
Lets pray for my bestfriend to be safe at mesir.
amin.
Ehy bhebhey,
Miss you badly.
